suddenly tot of this 2 sentences..
actually..i'll be pondering over alot of stuff this past few days..
sometimes,i find tt the world around me is changing so rapidly tt i dunno if i can keep up wif it anot..
everyone around me seems to be growing up so quickly but sometimes..all i wanna do is stay in my current pace n not bother abt anything at all..
why can't things go back to where they were?
when we were all so carefree n w/o a worry...
now...we have to learn to grow up and take on responsibilities..
sometimes i tink it's damn tiring..

people change,so do we..
no matter how hard we try,we can nv go back to wad we were before..
we have grown up!
sometimes,i feel like just feel like being the wilful child...
the one that demands her way all the time n wants things to be done her way..
but haha..apparently,tt's impossible for me..

i used to tink tt emo-ing was for weird ppl..
maybe cos it nv really existed in my world until i went to jc..
before tt...wad needs to be cried out or complained abt was done on the spot...no need to keep it within u n make urself miserable...at least tt's wad i tot...
but as i entered jc..i realised a whole new realm of ppl..

but i guess...very seldom,ppl will know tt im nt as cheerful n w/o a care as they tink tt i will be...
i will emo too lor..haha...
just tt i dun like to bother ppl wif my emotions..
i would rather hide them...
i hardly tell them to anyone..unless u're my very close frens..haha...maybe even the closest of frens might nt even hear it from me..haha...
but now..at least im learning to tell ppl abt it...haha...
actually...the feeling's nt tt bad..haha...at least there's a extra person to share ur troubles...